One of those days.... Edition 19

It's one of those days. Again. 

As shocking and horrendous it (and its consequences) were, my divorce wasn’t the worst thing that ever happened to me. In retrospect, my divorce turned out to be something good, as it turned my life around. Into another and surprisingly good direction. Dealing with all this mess made me another person, for better or worse? Pun intended.

The saddest thing however that really happened to me, dates back 19 years today. I am still not ready to reveal it out there, but I am working on it. Despite not being hopeful that this day ever occurs, I am giving my best to yet become a better person than I was yesterday.

That’s my learning – and the only way to deal with this terrific mass of sadness upon my childish soul and those tiny shoulders.

I am happy though.
Happier than I used to be.

Yesterday.