I can't grow up just yet.

Growing up means learning.

There's not much choice as to what to learn.

Willingness to learn is a matter of attitude.

Attitude is a consequence of your experiences.

Ability to learn is a matter of support of your environment.

Given the above, it is a quite a matter of luck, what kind of person you've become.

Gratitude is a matter of your horizon,

wisdom is the application of knowledge,

knowledge is something you accumulate,

only if you're aware of all of the above.

I haven't finished learning,

therefore I refuse to grow up.

Just yet.

Sebastian. 

(15. September 2021)

I am growing up too fast...

...yeah, big time!